Life is the great lesson. It’s ups and downs, tragedies and triumphs, it’s victories and defeats can provide great insights into living. Though, I hate when it preaches to me. When it reminds me of my shortcomings and stands there with it’s arms crosses and ask, “Now what are you gonna do about?” It causes me to stand at the crossroads and ask me to choose a different path.
Many times life teaches lessons that God would have us pass on. We pass on life’s lessons to our children in hopes (many times) that they will not repeat our mistakes. Our children are our responsibility and therefore, we seem to be that much more compelled to pass on what we have learned to ensure their success.
Sometimes the lessons we learn are meant for others. How many times have we sat in a situation and listened to a speaker share his own foibles, and how the situation squared up, face to face, with them, and taught them a valuable lesson. Perhaps how it changed their lives.
As a child you may have heard something like this...”If all the other kids jumped off a cliff would you jump off a cliff too?” This was a way of our parents helping us understand we can’t follow others who are blind to life’s lessons. They wanted us to understand that they (our parents) had already jumped off some cliffs and were sorry that they did.
Yet, personally, I wonder if my thinking is open to the failures of others. Do I see the lessons in what others have accomplished; their successes, as well as, learn from other’s failures.
I have become quite aware a lesson of my own failure recently. It was a lesson about me but when I share it, there may be something for you to learn. I hesitate in sharing this lesson because it could be construed as preachy or confrontational. It certainly hit me this way. But, I had to ask whether I would learn from this, or would build walls of defense around all the good things I thought I was.
The reason I write this is to share what I have learned and hope that you can learn from my experience, and might not take a leap off the proverbial cliff.
My lesson:
For about five days, I lay in a room by myself, in considerable pain. I struggle to get up and down and needed help cleaning and bandaging my wounds. It was a difficult time, but what made it more difficult was suffering alone.
Maybe what they say, “misery loves company,” is true on more than one account. I believe that inherently God built into us the need for companionship. We need and crave loving attention. When we are miserable, in pain, or feeling discouraged or distraught, we find comfort in knowing that someone cares that we hurt. Even the scriptures bear out the reassurance that God knows our plight. The Spirit is referred to as the “Comforter.” Even Jesus in His time of great distress, in the garden, ask three of His disciples to pray with Him, going back to check on them three times. Perhaps this was another indication that Christ was truly human, thus needing support in His hour of distress.
As I lay in my room alone, I wondered if anyone cared that I was hurt. I wanted to know that someone cared enough to do something for me. Then my attention was shifted to myself. I recalled so vividly the times that I had made this statement: “Let me know if you need anything.” I began to realize how stale, shallow, and unheart felt these words really were. I began to understand that this was my scape-goat. It pacified my spirit and somehow made me think I had done something that would live in the annals of the Christian sacrifice hall of fame. I had taken the effort to call someone in distress and offer to do something at their beckoned call. What a servant I had become.
But... as I survey the situations where I made this kind of statement it turned around and slapped me in the face. “What did I want from people, when I lay in the bed in pain?” I asked myself. Did I want someone to show up with hot soup, or to change my bandage, or would I want someone to say, “let us know if you need anything?” No. I wanted to know someone cared enough to do something.
If I was truly honest, I know that most people will ask nothing from me. Many times times people feel humiliated by not being able to take care of themselves. Very few people will call me and tell me, that they are in pain and need a hand to hold, that they need food or other necessities of life, or that they just would like comfort from someone who cares. Most of the time I get a response that says, “we’ll be ok,” or “don’t worry, we will be fine.”
The hard to face truth is, that in many cases I know there is a need. When I know that someone lost their job, I know they may need certain resources. When someone is sick, I know that that some things will make them feel better. But, it is easier for me to suffice my need to serve by a quick call or text that says something about getting well soon. But then my mind was jerked (by God’s Spirit I think) to the book of James.
“What good is it, dear brothers and sisters, if you say you have faith but don’t show it by your actions? Can that kind of faith save anyone? Suppose you see a brother or sister who has no food or clothing, and you say, “Good-bye and have a good day; stay warm and eat well”—but then you don’t give that person any food or clothing. What good does that do?” - James 2:14-16
This was written to me. I claimed my faith, as a badge or trophy to show to everyone around, so that they could see what a wonderful Christian I was. I was a man “of faith!” But I was finding out that my faith was dead.
I really wasn’t even religious because James had just told me:
“Pure religion and undefiled before God and the Father is this, To visit the fatherless and widows in their affliction, and to keep himself unspotted from the world.” - James 1:27
So there I was laid open for God to see. This pain had led me to understanding that I could feel sympathy (feeling pity or sorry for others) but seldom felt empathy (the ability to understand and share the feelings of another.) This was why Jesus became one of us. He wanted to empathize. Sympathy says, I am so sorry that you are in this condition but Christianity has to do with empathy. Christians “should share the feelings” to the extent that it moves them to pain. (Remember how Paul said that if one member suffered we all should suffer?) When moved to pain, we react, we try to squelch or sooth our misery. We never go to the doctor to hear him say, “I am sorry that you hurt. That will be fifty bucks!” No! We want relief. We want to fix the problem and to know the steps to becoming well.
I can’t fix very many problems. But I have to ask if I have tried. It is so easy to tell a crippled man you want him to make his journey without pain, but it is christian to become his crutch.
I had to remember the illustration, that Jesus, Himself, gave. (Read it yourself in Matthew 25) He told of a judgement and a separation of goats and sheep. If you read all of the story you find out what the difference was between those who pleased God and those who did not. As complicated as the illustration could be made to be, the bottom line was that some did not meet a need when they saw it. I picture them picking up their cell phones and texting to someone, “I know you are out of work, sick, hungry and thirsty, and in prison, but... if you need anything, give me a call. I am there for you.”
Wow! What a lesson. I had to apologize to my Lord. I will have to make some calls of apology too. I have been a goat. I have seen so many needs, there has been so much pain, I have ignored so many who needed friendships, and I pass it off with a “We’ll be praying for you!” I need forgiveness.
I know, this is a hard lesson for me but lessons are for learning. God’s lessons are not for condemnation but to express to me where/what God wants me to be and how He wants to use me. After all, I pray for that all the time. “Jesus, I just want to be used by you! I just want to make a difference in someone’s life!” Then I pick up my phone and proceed to ignore the very servitude that God called me to.
Paul said that we are to take on the nature of Christ. What was that nature? He became a servant. So what is a Christian servant’s duty? He is to do the will of His master. And what is my master’s will? To love others as I do myself.
I tend to forget pain when it goes away. But... I hope that God will not let me forget this lesson. It is to be learned. And though it came through this pain, that still plagues me, for the time being, I am very blessed that God would take time to speak to me. Perhaps that I can learn and help others learn though this life lesson.